I am mad. it's been almost 4 months since my life began again. I took up crocheting again after a year not crocheting and lately, it's actually gotten harder to crochet because...I've lost the big belly I used to rest the current work in progress...dang it. Having no choice but to get up and make a meal everyday has actually been a GOOD thing. I am uncomfortable putting my weight onto paper but let's just say, I've lost and gained weight all my life. So I know somewhat how to gauge weight loss based on what I'm feeling. I'm telling my self that I will be happy, when I get weighed for the first time in 2 months on Friday...that I will be happy with a loss of 30 lbs. hoping it's more, hoping it's at least 25....feels like it's been more than the last attempt when I had lost around 30...I'll know Friday. 
Did some upper body stretches and lifts just now, was actually amazed at how easy it was. 
Now if I could just get to breathing better, Maybe I could accomplish even more on a daily basis. 
Please God, Please help me to be strong, and to push through the pain. Most of the stress is gone. Please help me to stay loyal to working on myself. Just for "ME". 👩💓🌷🌷🌷🐨

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