Tomorrow is Wed., Looking forward to it because I finally earned enough swagbucks to get $15.00 in a gift certificate from Amazon and used some of it to buy the smallish crockpot I've been wanting. FREE CROCKPOT I have a crockpot, but it's a big one and I can't carry it over into the kitchen to use, so I researched smaller ones and had one on my wishlist at Amazon. Forward a couple weeks and I am browsing for something else at Amazon, well you know how they show you stuff you've previously looked at. Well a crockpot came up, and it was perfect. and it was only $9.00. I couldn't believe it!!! perfect timing with the gift certificate coming in! In other news, (LOL) was busy again today. I don't think my breathing is getting any better. I feel a bit better but I can't do anything without getting so winded I have to sit down. I would most likely have to sit down within a minute anyway because of the severe arthritis in my back but with the breathing, i
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just a few words....yesterday I was put back on prednisone for my shortness of breath. took the first one this morning and I got through it. 4 more days to go. Asked Sam to bring Adrien tonite, but it's after 1am and she isn't here yet so....I think it's time to change the "who to contact" at the Dr.'s offices, because they don't care. Oh well, life continues. Thanks for nothing all ya'll who left me to die because you thought I was going to kill myself. thanks alot. I didn't kill myself, I got through it. No thanks to any of you. Ya'll can just Kiss My Ass. If any of you knew what RESPECT meant, I'd be shocked. BAA BAAA BAAAA BYE My marriage was nobody's business, he abused me and he is never ever ever welcome back. I am glad to be rid of him and I am very happy that my eyes can see the truth now. it's really hard to realize you've been gaslighted and even harder to realize what the reality is really all about. If he was
Lots to do today. As a disabled person it is very hard doing even the most mundane tasks that most people take for granted. I have Fibromyalgia, severe arthritis in all large joints and most small joints, and severe COPD. I am on oxygen and daily nebulizer treatments. I take so many medications every day I've lost track. I spend most of my time in a hospital bed. All of this affects my body, but my mind is sharp. it wants to learn learn learn and do do do. my brain and my body aren't playing well together. ugh. I hate using my oxygen because I need one hand to hang onto walls or cane, and one hand to untangle the tubing as I walk. that leaves no hands to carry anything. with all that being said, today i'm going to attempt to take a shower. this is the most major hardest thing I do and exhausts me, but I have to see the Dr. on Friday so..... I have to fill my salt shaker, the cat food container, restock my water bottles, fill up my creamer container, fill the water jug f
I am mad. it's been almost 4 months since my life began again. I took up crocheting again after a year not crocheting and lately, it's actually gotten harder to crochet because...I've lost the big belly I used to rest the current work in progress...dang it. Having no choice but to get up and make a meal everyday has actually been a GOOD thing. I am uncomfortable putting my weight onto paper but let's just say, I've lost and gained weight all my life. So I know somewhat how to gauge weight loss based on what I'm feeling. I'm telling my self that I will be happy, when I get weighed for the first time in 2 months on Friday...that I will be happy with a loss of 30 lbs. hoping it's more, hoping it's at least 25....feels like it's been more than the last attempt when I had lost around 30...I'll know Friday. Did some upper body stretches and lifts just now, was actually amazed at how easy it was. Now if I could just get to breathing better, Mayb
I've had COPD for several years. Been on oxygen 24/7 for about 8 mo. it's getting SO hard to breathe again. I was in the ER once, taken by ambulance, for not being able to breathe. They put me on a nebulizer and steroids. The neb continues, the steroids were not, although they made me feel alot better. The neb seems to help. but not as much lately. I just don't know what to do. I don't drive, but I have a home care agency lady that the State pays for me that could probably take me. it's just so hard to walk even a few steps, takes my breath away and I can't catch it, I get to the point of panic not being able to catch my breath. If I go, I will be exhausted when I get home. Plus, I'll have to get the dog sitter to come over, which isn't a big problem, he loves to watch her, he's 71 years old and such a blessing for me. I just took out of the oven, a loaf of homemade bread that he would love to have for babysitting. yes, I have to have a dog
I've not used my blog in several years, but I think I'll start again, Lots of changes these past few years, but I found myself. I found what was holding me back, what was wrong, what was working against me....and he's gone. It hurt for a few days, maybe even a few weeks. But God has shown me what he really was, what he was about. And I have to thank GOD for showing me that I can do this without that man. I am BLESSED 💗
